Wondering

I’m wide awake this evening
There’s no hesitating
There’s the door, right in front of me
No time for sleeping
I’ve had enough, dreaming
Closing these tired eyes isn’t so easy
Tell me why oh why you’re weeping
Why aren’t you fading
Away to the place you know I will never see?
Will it not be better just leaving?
Why are you still believing
In people to become something they will never be?