Self

Anniversaries & Unecessary Events

Not something that I need
Makes no fucking difference to me
Whatever, I’ll just let it be

Might as well have fun, I guess
Go ahead and make a mess
And call this thing a great success

When Things Turn Over

Nothing green under the sun

I wait
Nowhere to sit, too hot to run
Pockets in the air and I suffocate
I brush this filthy dirt
Off of my skin
One false move and I’m hurt

And there’s a million planes
The sky looks insane
The light is burning and it’s hurting my brain
And I don’t have much time
Think I might die
Isn’t it ironic cause I feel so alive?

Then I start to see things
That I don’t understand
Everything’s spinning and it’s getting outta hand
And I’m being consumed
Sinking into the ground
Vision’s turning blurry, suddenly there’s no sound
A temperature rise
As my skin turns to coal
Nothing to be left, not a speck of my soul

Morning Shimmer

Our Zones

This nonsense is tiring

You’re wasting your time, pretending
Are you really intrigued or are you shaming me
Just cause you can’t see what I see?

I’m too caught up fighting myself
Putting myself through my own little hell
The things you want are not my concern
Got my own bridges to burn

Don’t have the energy to make any sense
Always confused and always on the fence
Give me time to pull myself apart
And use the scraps to make art

Let’s just talk to each other
To stay awake past the darkest hour
No one ever really has to feel alone
We could make each other a home

But you’re too busy planning your fate
While I’m the kind who likes to sit and wait
Don’t wanna be the one to stop your flow
Nor should I be forced to go

I’ll walk until my bones turn to lead
And read your words ‘til my eyes turn red
As long as you will do the same
There will be no one to blame