Before The Cold

Wild Life

Portals

Just imagine how it would be
To step into a portal of eternity
Just a moment without a body
And your cells start to split into clarity

No more friction, release the tension
With a mind reshaped for another dimension
Something so far beyond your comprehension

No more morning, no more evening
Falling into the depth of a painting
Now as your thoughts are scattering
Just prepare for the blast of your undoing

Something Ahead

Doesn’t make much sense

But it’s time to raise it
The pressure and the stress
It’s a test 

Running head-first

Into something
There’s no room for failing
Just try again

And So, Everything Rots

Lost

If only I could disappear for a while
See some new things, think some new thoughts

Not Okay

Give it time, they say
It will be okay
But I was never in a rush
In the first place
Now the walls are closing in
I can’t breathe, we just can’t win
They just look the other way
I feel like crying
All I want is to rest my head
To wake up without feeling dead
But every time I close my eyes
They pull my threads
I can’t stand too long
I’m just not that strong
Fingers crossed that I won’t break
Or do some wrongs

Risk

Those flickering eyes
So full of surprise
A revelation of your mind
And just how scattered it is

The unpredictability
It makes it pretty scary
But it interests me
Why you are like this

Something about that attitude
Keeps me drawn to you
Makes me swoon
In a state of bliss

So if you feel the same
Go ahead and take aim
I invite you to a game
Of hit or miss

Just For One Sweet Moment

Our Atmosphere

 

For Now

I’m a piece of broken porcelain
Been lost since I’ve fallen
With the floods I’ve been travelling
While my story’s been unraveling
But for now, the rain has subsided
My mind feels less divided
I feel I could finally settle
And start mending myself with metal

Lines

Wine is the taste I want to taste
A color on my mind
Something to keep me warm
In these freezing times

A kiss is the touch my skin desires
An idea I can’t seem to rid
But I can act and so I hide
The distress I’m in

This time is the time for me to smile
Try something new, for once
But oh, I forget that I’m a coward
No time for fun

There's Peace In Decay

Oh, To Be Otherworldly

Lunacy

For me
This could be
Something new to lie about
So let’s see if I can play it out

Dream Marine

There’s a soldier ahead
Leave the path
Follow him instead
In the middle of violence
He starts to speak
Breaking the silence
It’s hard to ignore
The madness he sings
Never heard it before
He asks me to swim
My muscles weakening
As I follow him
Time to go down
Into a chaos
I start to drown
I don’t struggle for air
There’s no need
Because chaos is fair
I’m all sorts of terrified
But it makes so much sense
Now that I see the other side

Between Muffled Noises

You Win

It’s a frustrating thing to see
The days turning gray like this
And to be so powerless
But I see a hint of color ahead
Dark and muddy, green of the wild
Something rough, yet so mild
Frigid, but there’s something else
The mist of a warm breath in the air
So welcoming, and it’s right there
It’s an overwhelming kind of awe
And once again it lures me in
Just as it has always been

Deep Water

Some nights are haunted by terrible ideas
Sometimes I suppose the mind is just too vulnerable
When you’re being circled
There’s no need for liquor
It’s an inevitable trip when you’re surrounded by triggers
 I’ve been watching my step
But it only takes one slip
And you set sail for some paradise, lured into deep water
An irresistible game that we just can’t help falling for

Out At Night

Beneath The Concrete